Well, didn't make the Minnesota-Project Earth trip. The Gatekeepers said otherwise. Literally. Got to the gates and they said, "Not now.. Not while in deficit." And I didnt argue.. I submitted to the redirection.. This last month has been choas.. I didnt even see it coming, lol... I mean, I know life ebbs and flows. Guess I was enjoying the floww so much, I forgot about the contractions.. I remember now.. Lotus Pose until acceptance and detachment kicks inn..
Much of my intentional Purpose of the now "postponed" roadtrip and festival was to transform my outdated self-image and social programming... That was accomplished. #AlreadyGone... Im now more open to embrace opportunities for love, healing and growth in predominately White spaces... The mental prep I had to do to plan my travel & workshops at Project Earth allowed me to deal with my apprehensions.. And while many of my reasonings remain, I practiced "pushing thru". So now I can shift my shield as needed. So to speak.
Mojuba Pappa Elegua... I ain't even much madd at you... Not that it matters... Lol. XXX