October 05th, 2020

"Doing the work" can be draining. It's a workout- resistance training. Cardio. Causing aches and pains as underworked muscles are challenged to strengthen; Change. Releasing toxins, fats and stagnated energy. Challenging the weaknesses.
Its physical and mental. Convincing yourself to push through & keep going a little further. When all we want to do is lay on the floor and complain- quit. Continue the same patterns as before I made the commitment to myself. To my family. To continual loving growth and personal productivity.
For me, its mostly Spiritual. Soul Searching my Why's and When's and How's. Calling into myself the Spirit of Regeneration. Becoming a gentle warrior- a paradox for strange times. Pulling from my environment & being mindful of not taking too much from those nearest and dearest to me. Being intentional & highly selective of when venom and predatory measures are required...
Remaining reflective of abusive tendencies.
Mindfulness of parasitic thoughts and actions while in acidic environments. Channeling the Abundant Multiverse when I'm at a loss.
This morning I was at a loss- drained. My body is conforming to my will and my mind is strong. And yet my Spirit and Energy was low- I'd given past my boundaries. Outside influences pulling on my openness & free-spiritedness. Take heed family.
So I laid in bed and rested after my children were situated for their day of learning. Just laid there taking cat naps. Then when I felt rested I made a large cup of Cacao. It's a new obsession. Each cup is a Ceremony, like Matcha. Dark Cocoa with mushrooms and cinnamon and coconut sugar. Yum.
Sip, sip. I felt grounding and my frazzled energy repairing.
This journey of loving and learning myself- my mind, body & spirit is Everything. Honoring my highs and lows. And discovering my unique Chemistry- how to add some of this, take away some of that... It's a journey I began years ago but tip-toed in and out conveniently. I couldnt envision myself as I am today. I had to Create myself from the Self I was given...
That's where the work comes in Goddesses... Pushing past our limiting beliefs. To see into our chaotic, fertile universe and draw new, ever-improving versions of ourselves. Feminine Mysteries.
Dark-Divine Goddesses. 🦇
I'm still chipping away at the stone. And it is tiring. We wont feel encouraged at all times. The test is whether we will continue or quit. We learn to encourage ourselves. Then we find pieces of ourselves in the Circles we conjure and contribute towards. We ritualized our cycles of lows and highs.
At this point, quiting is not an option.
Mother Earth provides the medicine for Winners!
Cacao sipping.
Then taking a walk outside to witness Gods goodness!
☘
For an introduction to Feminine Mysteries:
"Dark-Divine Goddess Initiation 2020"

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